Its gone..
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
damn. i think i actually failed my Dynamics paper. I gave my best . But still it wasnt enough. The paper today shocked everybody. The level of difficulty was too high for us. The standard of the past year papers were no where close to this. Nobody actually knows the real answer for question 4. Can u imagine this? fuck. I didnt study much for the finals and so far all the papers havent been easy for me but This is by far the worst. Especially when Dynamics isnt under my Weak Sub list. Ironically enough i find maths easier than dynamics. Great. It was funny when i told kavi my dad's gonna castrate me if i fail any of the subs. Now it isnt so funny anymore.. sigh. It didnt help today when my dad comforted me after the test. Damn its like you know u did somethign wrong but the person doesnt seem to blame you. Somehow the shitty feeling gets worse.
Monash policies are just great. If you fail the paper, no resitting the exam. Nor can u pay just for the paper. You HAVE TO REDO the whole unit, which means you have to go for all the labs, lectures, tutes AGAIN(no skippin). Not to mention you have to pay the fee in whole.
Geez this is seriously giving me a headache. Yeah i know the exam is already over and theres no point whining over it because u cant change a shit BUT its just hard not to do so. I mean so much is at stake. Its just four bloody subjects and i cant even score. Pathetic.
I seldom get moody over stuff like exams but damn this means alot to me. If i fail the subs i have to retake it next sem, go for all the bloody lectures labs and tutes again, see the bloody lecturer's face again, pay all the bloody fees again. I will also graduate one sem later, i guess, because if i fail this unit i wil have to retake it next unit and the subs in next unit will be pushed for ward to the next sem and so on.
I seriously pray that everything will turn out okay. -~
Monash policies are just great. If you fail the paper, no resitting the exam. Nor can u pay just for the paper. You HAVE TO REDO the whole unit, which means you have to go for all the labs, lectures, tutes AGAIN(no skippin). Not to mention you have to pay the fee in whole.
Geez this is seriously giving me a headache. Yeah i know the exam is already over and theres no point whining over it because u cant change a shit BUT its just hard not to do so. I mean so much is at stake. Its just four bloody subjects and i cant even score. Pathetic.
I seldom get moody over stuff like exams but damn this means alot to me. If i fail the subs i have to retake it next sem, go for all the bloody lectures labs and tutes again, see the bloody lecturer's face again, pay all the bloody fees again. I will also graduate one sem later, i guess, because if i fail this unit i wil have to retake it next unit and the subs in next unit will be pushed for ward to the next sem and so on.
I seriously pray that everything will turn out okay. -~
